A Personal Post
The past month has been quite challenging to say the least. It feels like I've been in a state of perpetual limbo lately. Often it's been hard knowing which direction is down or up, or when to take a few steps back or when to walk forward. I've been trying to get my footing right where I'll be in first place. It's straining for me to come to grips with this whole adult thing sometimes, and I'm hoping for the feeling of being grounded enough where I don't feel like I'm stumbling all over the place constantly.
I truly believe that we are all trying to do the right thing, and maybe that makes me incredibly naive but I think we occasionally take and make defective turns and become terrified and we don’t know how to get back to where we were- or we do know how and are just too afraid to get back because it’s a tough, humbling thing to do, and all of this fear can turn into an infinite sequence of flawed turns. Therefore we try speeding through faster than before and then we become more and more lost.
I know that some people are better at recovering from mistakes than others, and I wish I was better at it. I'm trying to make it a point to recover a little better from now on to the right thing. No matter how difficult that may be.